It’s been just over 3 weeks since the best start to the year was ruined, since everything I was looking forward to became dampened, since emotions became numbed.
I’m trying my hardest to keep moving forward, as my friend said…
If you cant fly, run.
If you can’t run, walk.
If you can’t walk, crawl.
But whatever you do just keep moving forwards.
Sometimes I can’t though
Sometimes I need everything to stop. But it doesn’t.
So instead I hide behind the numb feeling, wearing the mask of myself before what happened.