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It’s been just over 3 weeks since the best start to the year was ruined, since everything I was looking forward to became dampened, since emotions became numbed.
I’m trying my hardest to keep moving forward, as my friend said…
If you cant fly, run.
If you can’t run, walk.
If you can’t walk, crawl.
But whatever you do just keep moving forwards.

Sometimes I can’t though
Sometimes I need everything to stop. But it doesn’t.
So instead I hide behind the numb feeling, wearing the mask of myself before what happened.

BEST WEEK OF MY LIFE

- Asked to stage manage a show
- Passed my driving test 1st time with only 2 minors
- Got hired at a summer camp with Camp America
- Booked Christmas present of a free private surf lesson for me and my best friend
- Got a 1st on my production module

Not to mention seeing a great play tonight, watching Lord of the Rings for the first time, (sober) night out with cheese music and great fun and banter with housemates all week.

I’m buying as lottery ticket tomorrow. Things never go this well!!!

I’m the nicest rude person you’ll ever meet, I don’t give a fuck about anything but at the same time I care about a lot, I hate people but I develop crushes easily, I hate myself but at the same time I’m completely fabulous.

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I just wanna lie in bed with you, cuddling, watching crap TV and laughing and being quiet together, only randomly talking about random stuff.

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I can’t wait to get to that point in my life where I have a house, a job I love and great friends and maybe someone that cares about me too. I just want to be happy

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i’m basically a clingy needy piece of shit that just wants to cuddle and to sleep and to watch stupid movies and to make out with you. oh and i also want you to play with my hair until i fall asleep

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I’ve had a long, busy and stressful week. I had this evening off ans decided to make myself a chocolate cake as a treat. After 3 and a half hours baking, this happened.
This is my life.